“Pinapanood ko na sarili ko”
The 17th birthday of Mona Alawi, Ivana Alawi’s younger sister, turned into an emotional celebration.
Mona Alawi was at risk, two weeks before her birthday on August 19. Mona shared her experience when her mother gave a birthday wish that she would be completely cured of her illness.
“Sana gumaling na siya talaga… Pagalingin na sana siya ni God. Total Healing for Mona,” bungad ng kanilang ‘Mama Alawi.’
There, Mona narrated the incident that she thought was just a dream. She said her sugar dropped sharply which caused his body to collapse. But the sad thing is, she is already watching himself and she has no control over his own body.
“Akala ko nananaginip ako kasi nakikita ko ‘yung sarili ko tapos si mom nakayakap siya sa akin, pinipilit niya akong uminom ng sugar”
“Kasi wala kong control sa body ko noon like yung buto ko, hindi ko talaga magalaw kahit daliri ko. Tina-try kong gumalaw pero wala akong control over my body.”
Their family was very worried about it and Mama Alawi even told that Mona was really cold when she touched her.
“Parang ‘yung kaluluwa mo nasa labas na para panoorin mo ‘yung sarili mo, ‘yun ang nakakakilabot,” pahayag ng ina nina Mona. Si Ivana, talagang naiyak nang maikwento ni Mona na ‘ni-reject’ daw siya ni God at hindi pa raw niya oras.
“Nagulat ako sa kanya, sabi sa’kin ate ni-reject ako ni God, sabi ko hindi pwede hindi ka talaga kukunin,”
“Na-reject ako, hindi ko pa raw oras, hindi pa raw pwede,”
Here is the full vlog of Mona’s birthday celebration from Ivana Alawi’s YouTube channel: